Call Me Guilty

Jazmine: Mom

Mom: What's the matter Jaz?

Jazmine: He did it again. He hit me.

Mom: He did what?

Jazmine: I can't take this no more.

Mom: Calm down ok. Calm down.

Jazmine: Ima kill him.

Mom: Listen to me.

Jazmine: Ima kill him. I know Ima kill him.

Mom: Listen to me. Get your stuff and come home.

Jazmine: I cant come home. Ima kill him. Ima do it.

I'm sitting contemplating

Is it worth it, should I take it

Take that shot and change my life

Get that Glock and take his life

Hospitals and bloody noses

this would end all, I suppose

That I could leave, knowing I cant leave

So it's either him or me

'Cause hes gon' kill me if I stay I know

Gon' kill me, he cant change I know

From the first time that he did it

Made a promise that he'd quit it

(Shit) Its gotten so much worse

Don't wanna end up in a hearse

I guess I gotta do it first

Yes I gotta do it first

I cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin'

No where to go cops, I hear them comin'

But if they catch me I still ain't sorry

If that was wrong just call me guilty

Cause if you knew what he did to me

I know I would get your sympathy

So if they catch me I still ain't sorry

Just lock me up and call me guilty

I did it, pulled the trigger

It wasn't so hard to figure

Before I did it I said

"This was for all the blood I shed"

For all the women who've gone through this shit

Can't think of what to do (this shit)

?

Whose still trynna get out

He's gon' kill you if you stay I know

I've been through this so yes I know

I know he promised that he'd quit it

If you believe him, girl forget it (shit)

You know I'm right

Don't wanna see him take your life

And it will only just get worse

That's why I had to do it first

I cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin'

Nowhere to go cops, I hear them comin'

But if they catch me I still ain't sorry

If that was wrong just call me guilty

Cause if you knew what he did to me

I know I would get your sympathy

So if they catch me I still ain't sorry

Just lock me up and call me guilty

There's so much blood

I grab my stuff

But before I could leave

The cops busted in

"You have the right to remain silent"

No, I have the right to stay alive

But guess what, I'd do it again

He woulda killed me

Before I killed him

It woulda been him up in this building

It woulda been him faking tears

But what's funny is that I'm the one standing here

I cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin'

No where to go cops, I hear them comin'

But if they catch me I still ain't sorry

If that was wrong just call me guilty

Cause if you knew what he did to me

I know I would get your sympathy

So if they catch me I still ain't sorry

Just lock me up and call me guilty