Alone In My Bed

I have to trust that you love me

I have to tell myself over and over again

I can't stop checking my phone

When will he text me back

When will he call me back

Or will he fall asleep in someone else's arms

Dealing kisses to undeserving lips

And at the same time I would whisper

I love you forever, forever

But I'm alone in my bed

Yeah yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah

Yeah

Yeah

Don't let me down

It's like I don't remember

How to blink

The thoughts that barrel through

My mind block out my instinct

As I grow dumber with my fear

If only you were here

I wish that you were here

But I'm alone in my bed

Yeah yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah

Yeah

Yeah

Don't let me down

I must keep myself

Busy and distracted

Or I will dig myself

A grave of thoughts

And there's no peaceful rest

With this hurt in my chest

Gotta trust that you would die

Before you'd leave me

With every last chance of ever breathing

You would tell me how much you love me

You love me

But I'm alone in my bed

Yeah yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah

Yeah

Yeah

Don't let me down

Alone in my bed

Alone in my bed

Alone in my bed

It's all in my head