Fuck Up

Cause I've been a fuck up my whole damn life

There ain't too many things that I've done right

And maybe one day I settle and gonna get a wife

But until then I'm just livin' my life

Yes I'm just a fuck up, yes I'm just a fuck up

Yes I'm just a fuck up, yes I'm just a fuck up

I've fucked up

Real deal thoroughbred used to have a life of crime

Graduated now they pay your boy just to write a rhyme

My best isn't enough so I tend to not give a fuck

Only got one life to live and I reckon - I live it up

And I'm a dog, grinding to keep me on the leash

Listen y'all, inside it's all lies and little peace

With world full of bonies and fuckin these different kind of people

I guess it's sad to say, there's a necessary evils

This girl is in my ear and she's begging me just to leave

All the sudden my ability to think is leaving me

And I know I'm fucked up and I know I ain't livin' right

But tell the truth y'all, I may never get it right

Cause I've been a fuck up my whole damn life

There ain't too many things that I've done right

And maybe one day I settle and gonna get a wife

But until then I'm just livin' my life

Yes I'm just a fuck up, yes I'm just a fuck up

Yes I'm just a fuck up, yes I'm just a fuck up

I've fucked up

It's only homies callin' me, man I swear they like to talk

Treat 'em like me texts now, all I do is write 'em up

Finally got a going man, I finally got a budget

But wouldn't a got it if my attitude was not rugged

So I'm drunk all out in public, stumblin' in oversteps

It's ten in the morning and I ain't been to sleep yet

And I'm still drinking, I got a meeting right around noon

Walking in with shoey and I'm high as a balloon

Woah, I can't believe it I get paid to write songs

I've been never wrong/right but I've been right/wrong

Take me out in public, I'll embarrass your ass

I'm a real deal piece of American trash

Cause I've been a fuck up my whole damn life

There ain't too many things that I've done right

And maybe one day I settle and gonna get a wife

But until then I'm just livin' my life

Yes I'm just a fuck up, yes I'm just a fuck up

Yes I'm just a fuck up, yes I'm just a fuck up

I've fucked up

Dark rooms and long nights, them really long nights

We've been doing wrong things lately but it's alright

Grew around the sinners that just really want to win

So every time I get a chance, fuck I'm going in

There's no need to pretend, fuck it let's go again

Refuse to leave a conversation with an open in

I've never been a bully, I bully bullies in back

My mind's scatterbrain that isn't fully in tact

Forgive me how I talk, I might come up progressive

But just speak direct when you speak in my direction

I don't wanna talk circles to pretend to be friends

I'm any day away from jumping off the deep end

And meanwhile my career, they say it's blowin' up

Every time I drop a track, now them people going nuts

Meanwhile this life is can of worms and it just opened up

Finally get rid of all the fucks that tried to hold me up

I got a publicist now, man I've been loving it

But I don't think she really knows with who she's fuckin' with

Cause I when I get fucking rich, I bet I'm gon' fuck up shit

Get on interviews and I bet I say the dumbest shit

Bet the record label hates everyone I'm runnin' with

I'mma blow wall for bunch of money for the fuck of it

Hey, look I needed this, sometimes I just need to vent

This is therapeutic music, every verse are we on it

Cause I've been a fuck up my whole damn life

There ain't too many things that I've done right

And maybe one day I settle and gonna get a wife

But until then I'm just livin' my life

Yes I'm just a fuck up, yes I'm just a fuck up

Yes I'm just a fuck up, yes I'm just a fuck up

I've fucked up