Sometimes

Sometimes I wish I was robotic.

All mechanical, and made of steel.

Sometimes, I wish I never knew you,

All my problems, would turn tu dust.

I would never be like you are,

I would never act that way.

And like in 1953

I'll burn you like a book.

Sometimes, I wish I was narcotic,

Full of heroin, and tranquilized.

Sometimes, I wish I was psychotic,

Leaving everything behind me.

I would never act that way.

And I like in 1953

I'll burn you like a book.

Sometimes I hurt myself on purpose.

Just to see if I am still alive.

Sometimes, I wake up late at night.

And I realise, there's nothing left behind.