Real Now

[Lite]

Ciroc and lemonade mixed in my styrofoam

tryna pinpoint the exact moment where I went wrong

Damn I'm wasted

and my mind is racin' and frankly my dear

I've gotten so tired of chasin'

And my life is so outta place and I can't make it fit

so my best solution is just to escape from it

So po' another drink

Gimme a pillow to

'cause I don't wanna think, girl I'd rather feel for you

What I feel

what I feel now

What is real

what is real now?

Am I still

am I here now?

If I'm still

Will I feel now, what is real now? (3x)

I can't afford more problems

I don't have time to solve 'em

Thinkin' he smiles too often

I do not cry that often

I need to cry more often

Am I living or, dying or

finding something worth fighting for?

I'm the only real I see

I'm the only real I see

What I feel

what I feel now

What is real

what is real now?

Am I still

am I here now?

If I'm still

Will I feel now, what is real now? (3x)

Good intentions, good intentions

Young old soul, these my hood admissions

Searchin' heaven's admissions

In these streets, we livin'

The young raising the younger

We hunger for ears to listen

But I come in peace with peace and hair grease

Waves like Catalina, problems you can't see

A soul full of problems

Eyes filled with glee

If you don't like bein' judged then you shouldn't judge me

(I'll never change)

What I feel

what I feel now

What is real

what is real now?

Am I still

am I here now?

If I'm still

Will I feel now, what is real now? (3x)

Wake me up if I'm dreamin' now

Get me outta this hazy cloud

Feelin' like I'm free fallin' down

but I'm never gon' hit the ground

Gone through way too many ups and downs

Breakin' free from these chains right now

Won't let nothin' else hold me down

Letting go of it all, it all, it all

What I feel

what I feel now

What is real

what is real now?

Am I still

am I here now?

If I'm still

Will I feel now, what is real now? (3x)