Angel

Most the time I think about

How it's going to end

Then I realize

That's just putting energy

Towards the things I don't want to happen

A lot of times I worry about

Runnin' out of ends

Then I start to compromise

And figure out my exit plan

'Cause most the time it's easier to run away

Than try to understand

Where this fear comes from

And why I can't be a stronger man

'Cause everybody knows

You could never trust a person

That can't trust themselves

So, I just keep my head down workin'

And I don't take nobody's help

No one loves me, that's alright

I'm just lost inside this maze called life

So if you wanna judge me, go ahead

I got a big ol' plan up in my little head

And I got an angel

That's down to ride for me

Yea, she believe in me

Ain't that how it's supposed to be

Said, I got an angel

She'd be down to die for me

She might be my bride to be

See, I think about her constantly

Can't be calculated

Most the time I'm jaded

But experience it happens

So, can't help but be candid

Lord knows this ain't the way I plan it

But we all know shit happens

It might not be what I'm about

But I can't know all the ins and outs

So I got an angel

That's down to ride for me

Yea, she believe in me

Ain't that how it's supposed to be

Said, I got an angel

She'd be down to die for me

She might be my bride to be

See, I think about her constantly

Said, I don't know what happens next

But I know one thing's for certain

That if this blow, last time I checked

No you can't blame shit for workin'

See, cash might flow

That big ol' check

But what's behind that big red curtain

See, no one knows

So, give respect

'Cause this life's just one big circus