Holiday

Little did I know

You're my holiday

Place where I escape to forget

About how I don't see you enough

To displace the rage

Defuse the urge

To throw it all away

And become your slave

I'll take you holiday

Let's go holiday

This is not a dark thought

Not from one who needs constant reassurance

You give me the sword and the power

To say who I like and to be who I like

And I will be the one for you, holiday

Yes, I will be the one for you, holiday

Where do the arrows point?

To my holiday

Where do I feel the sun?

In my holiday

Where does my heart start to beat?

At the bridge to your eyes

At the path to your scars

At the sway of your diamond black ocean

I feel this serene as I let myself go

And give up all control

And this worn out desire

To be free