If I Gotta Go

If i gotta go

can anybody tell me where

and if i gotta go

does anybody even care

lo look look

we gon party like its one nine nine nine

somethin triggers makin my mind design crime

when at times my minds fine inclinded to find dimes

resigned from primetime

i need my stars to align when signs say they benigne

tell whoever cares if a stray happens to hit me

i need to take all the money i made with me

if im heaven bound i'll put a hole in every turncoat

if hell bound im poppin shit thru the inferno

my jargon is im an arsonist

since 11 when i found out what arson is

look at me fully styled in that foreign whip

i get a high from it love that johnny carson shit

i got facsination for the aggrvation

shoot em or ????? I love the fabrication

waitin on a antedote but i lack the patience

on the second thought got my own vaccination

if i gotta go

can anybody tell me where

and if i gotta go

does anybody even care

problem is im smarter than everybody

but too numb to show it they too dumb to know it

eventually my a's turned into d's

eventually my o's made it's way to e

im tense im not at ease

theres niggaz with degrees

that aint never made it hot nor turned up the degrees

theres niggaz with credentials accolates paperwork

but couldnt figure out how to make they paper work

me i fight to stay alive everyday is work

especially when they say theres six million ways to murk

i wish the world was more like me

more likely to see thru the eyes that i see

or be tired like i be

lets hide our id's

theres holes in my arms

untied this iv

at times wish the world would comprehend like i do

know it sound like i dont wanna mend but i'd like to

if i gotta go

can anybody tell me where

and if i gotta go

does anybody even care

i wonder whats behind the clouds

flew all over the world still i couldnt find out

maybe im normal and everybody else isnt

apron on over the stove in hells kitchen

nails bitten failed livin

another derailed mission for a nigga jail smitten

enough to get the pound

if i dont like the shit around me

maybe i should change the shit that im around

how that sound