I Wish You Well

I ran home, felt like a kid again

Like I did way back when

Eyes open wide

I came here to hide

And so it goes

Few days shy

Of 25

Alone again

Wondering why

No one stays

By my side

And so it goes

I don't wanna know what love is

I'm just trying

To exist

And I'd like to think you'll be back after this

Oh but I know you don't believe it

There are pieces of you here

That just won't disappear

At least for another year

So I wish you well my friend

Cuz I know you won't be back again

I've never felt so

Half of what I am

So lights out

Lets do this again

Tomorrow's on hold

When I'm missing conversations

And coming off cold

I'll take the fall

And blame this all on me

For the sake of hiding

What created this catastrophe

Where every day's a heartbrake

And it hurts to be awake

And so it goes

You don't have to convince me

The truth is in your words

When I wake it will be me

Still being absurd

And so it goes

I don't wanna know what love is

I'm just trying

To exist

And I'd like to think you'll be back after this

Oh but I know you don't believe it

There are pieces of you here

That just won't disappear

At least for another year

So I wish you well my friend

Cuz I know you won't be back again