This Time Next Year

It was our first holiday to share and the best I've ever known

These memories come crashing back to chill me to the bone

The tree up in the living room those presents wrapped with bows

Was our attempt to make that damn apartment our own

Do I get your mom and dad a gift this year, it just seems a little weird

It brings me down to think of how much things have changed this year

I wanna hear you say you miss me but don't want to tell you what to say

Just looking for a reason to wake up on Christmas day

It seems like you just don't understand

Losing faith in holidays that slip right through my hands

I'm hoping if you hear this song you know just what I mean

Either happy at last or done for good but no more in between

I wanna feel the way I did last year when we moved into that place

When I finish wrapping gifts, I want my pillow to still hold your face

So tell me that what were working towards

The best gift that you could give me would be something to look for

So tell me that's what were working towards and I'm not your little cheer

In hopes that we could get this right by this time next year

So tell me that's what were working towards and I'm not your little cheer

In hopes that we could get this right by this time next year

This time next year

This time next year