Maybe Two Or Twenty

Sometimes.

I kiss my scars.

It's over with

Is this it?

Sometimes.

I breathe in deep.

Lungs close up

I wish you married me.

Sometimes.

I break down.

Give up everything.

But then I think.

About you,

You're so strong,

You're so strong.

It's been 2 years since we even talked.

But I still call hoping you'll pick up

It kills me to know took your life.

No one even knows

You were my star and sky.

Drift away,

I could lie and try to say

That I'm the same.

Don't watch me cry over your grave.

I'll take a drink.

Maybe two, or twenty.

You're watching me.

Kiss another on the face

I feel guilty.

Though you aren't here,

I don't dare to erase.

I still pay for your phone

So I can hear you speak,

Hear you...

Drift away,

I could lie and try to say

That I'm the same.

Don't watch me cry over your grave.

I'll take a drink.

Maybe two, or twenty.