I Lied

Buck, buck, buck

I think I was born inside the cabana

With diamonds and gold on top of the Phantom

Jesus told Mary, "Go get me a hammer"

I'll kill any nigga that try and to get near him

All of the angles was drinkin' tequila

And Michael was sleepin' with Dirty Diana

And now I can't look at the man in the mirror

My life is a movie and here is the trailer

I ain't no killer, but don't try to play me

I'm out off my pills and now just I'm crazy

I jumped out of Heaven 'cause Lucifer paid me

I needed the money to buy a Mercedes

I fucked a few bitches, I had me a baby

I hope that my son don't grow up to hate me

I'm out of my mind and no one can save me

I wish I-

Back when a nigga was jobless

Tryna get by, plottin' on shootin' myself (Buck, buck, buck)

I was just tryna survive, the money went dry

Think I was losin' myself (Buck, buck, buck)

I prayed to God, and promised if he made me rich

Then I'ma stay true to myself (Buck, buck, buck)

But fuck it, I lied, and now I can stare in the mirror

Like what did I do to myself? (Buck, buck, buck)

I think the old me died

I let the money change me, I lied

I let the money change me, I lied

I let the money change me, I lied

All of them promises I forgot

I let the money change me, I lied

I let the money change me, I lied

I let the money change me, I lied

I told my girl I'll give her the world

Whatever she want, consider it done

Soon as I'm rich, I'll buy you a crib

And get you a whip, whatever you want

Promise my niggas, I'll give you a million

A couple of cars just so you can stunt

Then I got famous, blew up my head

And fuck what I said, my nigga, I'm gone

Hop out the foreign and jump in the stretch

Life is a bitch, I fuck her to death

And how do I feel? I'm so much depressed

I'll probably get killed, but fuck it, I'm blessed

Nigga, I'm rich, I'm done with the stress

Now I got drip, and blood niggas sweat

They love when I drip, they want me in debt

Go choke on a dick and cut me a check

All of these meds done got me a fever

I wanted a chain but got me a Visa

I came in the game, just droppin' my feet up

You niggas is strange, you follow the leader

And me and my pistol like Martin and Gina

We plot on you niggas, I'm probably a schemer

I'm easy to hate, I'm harder to love

You say you don't trust me, I wouldn't either, woah (Buck, buck, buck)

I had to move back at home, my momma was heated (Buck, buck, buck)

I lock myself in the room to hide all my demons (Buck, buck, buck)

I told my uncle to give me a loan 'cause I really needed it

Soon as I'm on, I promise I'll pay you in full (Buck, buck)

But, I didn't mean it

Back when a nigga was jobless

Tryna get by, plottin' on shootin' myself (Buck, buck, buck)

I was just tryna survive, the money went dry

Think I was losin' myself (Buck, buck, buck)

I prayed to God, and promised if he made me rich

Then I'ma stay true to myself (Buck, buck, buck)

But fuck it, I lied, and now I can stare in the mirror

Like what did I do to myself? (Buck, buck, buck)

I think the old me died

I let the money change me, I lied

I let the money change me, I lied

I let the money change me, I lied

All of them promises I forgot

I let the money change me, I lied

I let the money change me, I lied

I let the money change me, I lied

I just put some gold Dayton's on my fuckin' Benzo

Hit the switches, told your bitch, "Come fuck me 'cause I said so"

They say, "Joyner, you done changed, you done lost your mental

You blew up and all that humble shit went out the window"

I ain't the same, I used to be different

They say that I changed, well, maybe you right

Maybe them pills the doctor prescribed me, got me wanna kill, and maybe I might

Maybe my family upset 'cause I made it

'Cause no one expected that I would be famous

And just 'cause we blood don't mean we're related

I'm threatin' the plug

I'm not with the fake shit, I'm not with the-

Grandma told me, "Tone it down"

I said, "Bitch, I'm older now"

I ate at my auntie house

She think that I owe her now

Cash my check, got paid again

Bank estate, I'm open now

Took my girl to H&M, she told me, "It's over now" (Buck, buck, buck)

I had to move back at home, my momma was heated (Buck, buck, buck)

I lock myself in the room to hide all my demons (Buck, buck, buck)

I told my uncle to give me a loan 'cause I really needed it

Soon as I'm on, I promise I'll pay you in full (Buck, buck)

But, I didn't mean it

Back when a nigga was jobless

Tryna get by, plottin' on shootin' myself (Buck, buck, buck)

I was just tryna survive, the money went dry

Think I was losin' myself (Buck, buck, buck)

I prayed to God, and promised if he made me rich

Then I'ma stay true to myself (Buck, buck, buck)

But fuck it, I lied, and now I can stare in the mirror

Like what did I do to myself? (Buck, buck, buck)

I think the old me died

I let the money change me, I lied

I let the money change me, I lied

I let the money change me, I lied

All of them promises I forgot

I let the money change me, I lied

I let the money change me, I lied

I let the money change me, I lied