The Message

Back inside I left myself with feeling

I've been running form all my life

It was a message that was given to me

Through dysfunctional family

Mom had to drink to take herself from the hole

She dug herself in too deep

And left little of the torture behind

dad had a knack for biding time

He took a walk after leaving my head in a place

I had to struggle just to get it out

He'll never know the things that I know

The things I had to do

But did I let it go

Smashing all my demons rising

The mother of saints I hate who are

Now that I can see things for the way they are

They tell me I'm not good enough

I won't believe in the cutting of words

Don't want to live in this fucked up world

I made a vow not to give to a thing called fear

As I exterminate every feeling

It was a message to you my brother

Looks like it's one or the other

Shrouded in a cell of violence

The awakening of the feelingless now