I'll Go

If I see the door

waiting for me to say

if it's open, I'll go

if it's open, I'll go

From here to there

another day with no sleep

it's more pain and fear

comfort that it won't keep

to love, to love

if just to get me through this season

where the leaves fall for good?

back to New York city

Urgency at all

To nothingness

a temporary something

to lonliness

won't you sit beside me

to emptiness

let's rapair together now

get the hell away from this town

If I see the door

waiting for me to say

if it's open, I'll go

will the eyes dare to see

through today

if it's life then I'll know

why the outside would ask

for me to say

if it's open, I'll go

if it's open, I'll go

These walls, these words

still holding me down, down

the faith, the strength, the sun

its all a little broken up

i've been sitting by my dreams and plans

oh for such a long time

I'm still sitting by the water

just waiting for someone to shove me

to shove me in

To nothingness

a temporary something

to lonlienss

won't you sit beside me

through emptiness

let's repair together now

we can fly away somehow

Yeah

If I see the door

waiting for me to see

if it's open, I'll go

will the eyes dare to see

through today

if it's life then I'll know

why the outside would ask

for me to say

if it's open I'll go

Nobody knows

the weight of the shore

the high and the low

if it's open I'll see

what's hiding from me

behind the door

Behind the door

Sitting with these folded hands

for such a long time

still sitting by the water

just waiting for god to shove me in

just shove me in

And if I see the door

waiting for me to see

if it's open, I'll go

where the eyes dare to see

through today

it's life and I know

why the outside would ask

for me to say

if it's open, I'll go

if it's open, I'll go

if it's open, I'll go

go, go, go

if it's open, I'll go