July

I came here to find myself

through lonely fields

where the corn is just a little over my head.

lonely dreams

when everything

is summer time

but rarely mine

and just a little over my head.

a little tired of moving

a little tired of choosing

the paled blue of heaven's hell

where it's always a hazy morning

it's always the eyes adoring

I came here to find myself

There he spoke to me

like a photograph

"I think you left this here."

I think you left this black."

I want to love again

I want to feel again

I want to live. to live.

If just for

July. hold my own hand as

I lie. in the fields again is

July a good month for feeling

is the summer stage a good place to cry?

July. it's been cold for so long now

I try to feel weak to be strong. is

July a good month for feeling?

is the summer stage a good place to cry?

I came here to find something

beside the ghosts

always taking over my sleep.

I'll retreat and resolve

I'll release and dissolve this shell

always just a little too deep.

I think I'll hold on tighter

while the earth is lighter

I think I'll open up my wings

drink down the water I fear

take back the pain I left here

I came here to find something.

There he spoke to me

like a photograph

"I think you left this here

I think you need it back.

to love again

to pray again

to feel something.

If just for

July." hold my own hand as

I lie in the fields again. is

July a good month for feeling

is the summer stage a good place to cry?

July. it's been cold for so long now

I try to feel weak to be strong. is

July a good month for feeling?

is the summer stage a good place to cry?

the summer stage- a good place to cry.

If just for

July. hold my own hand as

I lie in the fields again. is

July a good month for feeling

is the summer stage a good place to cry?

July. it's been cold for so long. now

I try to feel weak to be strong. is

July a good month for feeling

is the summer stage a good place to cry

the summer stage- a good place to cry,

cry,

cry