Surrender

It's not that I don't care

I know its here somewhere

But its more than I can bare to take

I lie awake at night

I never win the fight

Its an addiction I cant shake

Its overbearing me

Growing, flowing, showing

I surrender, forever

I fold, I played the losing card

I'm under

Its over

I give it up its all too hard

It's not I'm unsure

I've heard it all before

But I cant help wanting more to keep

You just don't understand

The way I really am

Its all I ever can be

But underneath it all

I'm breaking, waking, shaking

I surrender, forever

I fold, I played the losing card

I'm under

Its over

I give it up its all too hard

And now I face it all

I'm falling, crawling, stalling

I surrender, forever

I fold, I played the losing card

I'm under

Its over

I give it up its all too hard

I surrender, forever

I fold, I played the losing card

I'm under

Its over

I give it up its all too hard