Faith

When I think of all the friends I’ve had

You’re the one that sticks in my head

But you aren’t good, yeah you are bad

And I’m just trying not to get sad

And holidays are comin’

Yes, chestnuts they are roastin’

In fires that are burnin’

And the hearts that are yearnin’

And this year’s been a rough one

Must admit, it’s been a tough one

Somehow I’ve kept it together

I’m at the end of my tether

Ooh

And I don’t know how but I must stay strong

And believe in this; I don’t have to belong

To anyone

To anyone

I want happiness

There is snow, mistletoe, candlelight, silent night

Sleighbells, christmas smells, nutmeg, stocking at the end of my bed

Santa, won’t you bring me happiness?

So I’m still lost, I’m not quite found

Am I doomed for life, dominated by doubt?

I’m trying to find the good in this

So I’m writing a ‘what I’m grateful for’ list

And holidays are comin’

Yes, chestnuts they are roastin’

In fires that are burnin’

And the hearts that are yearnin’

And this year’s been a rough one

Must admit, it’s been a tough one

Somehow I’ve kept it together

I’m at the end of my tether

Ooh

Ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh

Have I lost? No-one knows

What was once, what has past

Might’ve changed how I feel

Searching for what is real

And the time on my own

But I know I have grown

It’s a lesson in one’s health

Having faith in one’s self