Break It to My Heart

If it's OK, I'll leave the bed-light on

And place your water glass where it belongs

And if it's alright, I'll lie awake at night

Pretending I am curled up at your side

See I'm circling in these patterns

Living out of memories

I'm still a long way from accepting it

That there's just no you and me

But if I still believe you love me

Maybe I'll survive

So I tell myself you're coming home

Like you've done a million times

And if it's alright, I'll still be loving you

Cause I can't break it to my heart

Is it just me, did I commit a crime?

I won't believe that loving you is just a waste of time

Was it in my head

Reading into things you never said

Cause I still don't have the answers

To why we couldn't work it out

I wanna think it's something that I did

So I can turn it back around

But if I still believe you love me

Maybe I'll survive

So I tell myself you're coming home

Like you've done a million times

And if it's alright, I'll still be loving you

Cause I can't break it to my heart

I wanna convince myself, we're perfect in every single way

As long as I can keep the truth away from my heart

Ooh, cause I can't break it to my heart

Oooohhh

Cause I still don't have the answers

To why we couldn't work it out

I wanna think it's something that I did

So I can turn it back around

But if I still believe you love me

Maybe I'll survive

So I tell myself you're coming home

Like you've done a million times

And if it's alright, I'll still be loving you

And if it's alright, I'll still be loving you

Cause I can't break it to my heart

I can't break it to my heart