Jumping Trains

I should be feeling more

I should be writing words

I should be crying tears

For how hard this hurts

I should be jumping trains

Just to get to you

Just to hold your hand

Cause that's what daughters do

But I can't give back what I never had

How could I love you

How could I love you, like you want me to

I should be taller

I should have a trusting heart

I should feel older

I should be so damn smart

I should be someone, who's invincible

Cause someone loved me, unconditional.

But I can't give back, what I never had.

How could I love you

How could I love you, like you want me to

How could I love you

How could I love you, like you want me to

Just like you want me

And no, I can't give back, what I never had