Not Cut Out

She's beautiful, this I always knew

I'm just too stubborn to admit that's true

She had you hooked like I never knew

Exactly just how to do

I sugarcoated every dream of you

That you're unable to make come true

And I'll let faith decide this time around

It appears though I'm still here now.

This doesn't mean I don't love everything about you

Sometimes that's not enough

It doesn't mean I couldn't stick it out a few more years

It just means I'm not tough

Whether you like it or not

I'll be around most likely

For years to come if you need anything

But I'll never be your lover

No, I'm not cut out for that job obviously

I'm not enough and I won't be

Ever if not now

Your temporary lover you let down

So don't fall back on me now

Cause I'm not cut out

I've been in trouble since the start of the first round

And I've dug a hole I can't get myself out

Been miserable off and on for a while

Just give it two more months, wait it out

I told myself that you came back because you love me

But it turns out that I found out, it's cause you're alone again

You never hesitated once to leave me standing

In corners watching you choose her over me again

I'll be around most likely

For years to come if you need anything

But I'll never be your lover

No, I'm not cut out for that job obviously

I'm not enough and I won't be

Ever if not now

Your temporary lover you let down

So don't fall back on me now

Cause I'm not cut out for this

It's not worth it from my end

I've been over it too many times, too many lines

I've never seen you so clearly

You're so clear to me

Sometimes I think I know you better than you know yourself

I'll call your every move, before you move it

The only problem is that I have too much faith in you

I see the best in you, but you won't prove it

It's obvious that it's real love, because you disgust me

And I put up with you willingly when nobody else will

And I could stick it out a few more years

But who's to say you would actually stay

And I'll be around most likely

For years to come if you need anything

But I'll never be your lover

No, I'm not cut out for that job obviously

I'm not enough and I won't be

Ever if not now

Your temporary lover you let down

So don't fall back on me now

Cause I'm not cut out