Broken

These feelings I can't explain

Months and even years of yearning

For the beauty that never come

Each day I find only dying souls

I know we have to enjoy the life

Yet I'm still complaining everything

Ever seems like never... No more

Colours translated as black in sight

Overshadowed by uncertainty

When will it become calm again?

Storms of disillusion wrecked my mind

Pull me to the state of total chaos

I know we have to enjoy the life

Yet I'm still complaining everything

Where is my faith as I had in the past?

I need to get it back right now!