What I Deserve

What I deserve is comfort for my shaken soul

And the water on my hands are tears from long ago

And my skin let's it in, it's always been too thin

Since I can't remember when

And oh what I deserve, what I deserve, what I deserve

Oh darling what I deserve, what I deserve, what I deserve

There's solace in this dusty earth and rocky hills

Yeah but even starry skies can't mend my broken will

My blood doesn't pour, there's nothing to bleed for

I don't believe anymore

And oh what I deserve, what I deserve, what I deserve

Oh darling what I deserve, what I deserve, what I deserve

Now I have done the best I can

Oh but what I've done, it's not who I am

And oh what I deserve

Now time has left me feeling old and losing hope

Hell I've walked a long way just to find the end of my rope

And you say that I should pray, well I would but my faith has strayed

I don't believe I'll be saved

And oh what I deserve, what I deserve, what I deserve

Oh darling what I deserve, what I deserve, what I deserve