I Don't Want To Hate You Anymore

I go to bed by midnight

I wake up again at 4:00

I read a while

Then try to sleep some more

But by 6:00 AM I’m gone again

Lost in the logic of despair

Cause you just can’t reason with someone

Who ain’t even there

I been right about the reasons

This bein’ right is getting nowhere

And it’s time for movin’ on

(Chorus)

I’m letting go of the anger

I been holding in my heart

I’m letting go of the bitterness

That’s tearin’ me apart

It’s time to give us both the forgiveness

I couldn’t give before

I don’t want to hate you anymore

I loved you for your honesty

Now I hate you for your lies

Still I just don’t see the wisdom in goodbye

So I’ll put my fears in a letter of tears

I guess I never intended to send

The future’s hard to believe in if I can’t even see the end

There are no easy answers

It’s just a fact of life

You know somebody’s always leavin’

Somebody’s always left behind

Repeat Chorus

One by one and day by day I’m getting’ stronger

It ain’t about you any longer

It’s about tryin’ to save my soul

I don’t want to hate you anymore

Argue or debate you

I don’t want to hate you anymore