Stuck In A Rut

It seems I know this place to well

My personal living hell

Standing at the edge of this cliff

Made this climb too many times

Doing what's worst for me and mine

All while coming off cold and stiff

I'm stuck in a rut

These wrists should be cut

I'm all out, fuck fuck fuck!

Where did I go

With what I know?

I've seen this place before

A view from the floor