On my own

On my own pretending he's beside me

All alone I walk with him till morning

Without him I feel his arms around me

And when I lose my way I close my eyes

And he has found me

In the rain , the pavement shines like silver

All the lights are mist in the river

In the dark days the trees are full of star light

And all I see is him and me forever and forever

And I know it's only in my mind

That I'm talking to myself

And not to him

And although I know that he's blind

Still I say , there's a way for us

I love him , but when the night is over

He's gone , the river's just a river

Without him the world around me changes

The trees are bearing everywhere

The streets are full of strangers

I love him, but everyday I'm running

All my life I've only been pretending

Without me his world would go on turning

A world that's full of happiness that I have never loved

I love him , I love him

I love him , but only on my own