Delusion

I take a step back

So I can see myself for what I really am

I’m caught in a trap

And everything around me is so full of demands.

How can I make myself,

Out to be positive when positively everything I know

Is such a worthless mess,

And it’s all that I have.

I’m feeling the weight

It’s pushing down on my shoulders

And it’s crushing me quickly

I’ve made my mistakes

I can’t seem to calm myself down and be free.

Don’t waste my time

It’s running out quick

The voice in my head is making me sick.

I won’t be kind

Or put up with bull shit

The voice in my head is making me sick.

There’s a place in my life for people like you,

You’ll never be able to take it.

It’s full of anger and fear and I’m so glad you could make it.

It’s full of every single thing you fear

And I’m so fucking glad you’re here.

Positivity’s a thing of the past

The new thing is just to have a blast.

This is the truth it’s the simple fucking truth

Lay on the ground while I tell you the news.

Why waste your sweet ass time on positivity

When it’s so fucking fun being angry.