The Mask

This is not a fucking cry for help.

I’m just trying to explain myself.

My heart is racing at a dangerous speed.

I tried to save you one million times,

It was just a waste of my fucking life.

I didn’t think to save my fucking self.

I didn’t think that I could feel inside,

A sweeping loss of my fucking pride

I didn’t know this was inside of me.

How could I have known that I could feel this way

Not a single ounce of pride is left inside of me.

I don’t know what fucking bothers me more

The anger I feel, or the way that I adore it.

If you don’t need me,

Then I don’t need myself.

And we can both fucking burn in hell.

Fuck you for not needing me

When I fucking needed you

Fuck me for not needing you

When you fucking needed me

Now that I lost my disguise,

I see a blur in my eyes,

I’ve let myself get the best of me

Now that I lost my disguise,

I see a blur in my eyes,

I can no longer fucking see.

I’m not insane, but I am fucking insane

You should have seen the look in my eye.

I’m not insane, but I am fucking insane

You never should have spoken to me.

Your biggest mistake,

Was knowing me

My biggest mistake,

Was being me.