Ugly

I'm so fucking mad I could tear my skin off

I want to be ugly, I want you to see

What its like to be empty inside,

To live, but never truly be free

I want to believe this is all but a dream

A trick of the mind that my life played on me

Awake and I'm breathing, a wasting disease

The torment is growing.

This grave lays open,

The light beyond my reach

In death there is no comfort,

You betrayed me

Ugly,

Just like me

I feel the end coming, I'm weak in the knees

The cold earth, a pine box, the cycle complete

All of the things that were not meant to be

The end of the line is defeat

And they'll say she was such a good girl,

All the things she could be, she was too young to die

I welcome the stillness and sweet relief.

The promise of life is a lie

This grave lays open,

The light beyond my reach

In death there is no comfort,

You betrayed me

You're ugly,

Just like me,

Bring me down