Don't Go

Stop fightin, that's what I scream from my bedroom

it seems like lately this is all they ever do

Sayin things to each other like shut up and I hate you

Now every word cuts me deep like knives that stab you

I bury my head under the covers cause I have to

Drown out jus hearin my mother now tellin my dad to

Get out the house, I wonder when I'll get the bad news

I hate it when they scream loud plus when they shout too

I can't stand it when I see, and I really hate the sound too

As these tears run down my eyes until I can't do

Nothin but hope and pray and to try to understand to

I guess I'm gonna have to wait do whatever I can do

I lie in bed and shake cause this ain't what I planned to

Go through, plus I'm only six years old too

And I miss you so much and I jus want to hold you

But on the day you walked out, this is what I told you

Oh I miss you so much, Mommy please don't go

Well you're gone but I see you on the weekends

But you and Dad right now really ain't speakin

And when he drops me off, I can jus feel the tension

Between you and him, but it something I didn't mention

Sometimes I close my eyes and jus start pretendin

That you're back together and I start to imagine

You both pick me up, and you hold me tight and I'm laughin

But when I opened them up I realized it never happened

And deep down inside my own mind I jus feels so sad and

Most of the time in the night I jus wake up cryin

Something ain't right cause now at school I'm fightin

I wish I was someone else and livin some other life and

I'll never forget the day I think I was just nine when

Ya told me the news that you two was divorcin

And I'ma live wit you now cause its the courts orders and

I said this to my dad jus wit tears in my eyes that

Oh I miss you so much, Daddy please don't go

It all changed that year in that one summer

A new family, a stepfather, and a little brother

New neighborhood, new school and a new mother

But how I'm a gonna make it through, now I got to wonder

But out of nowhere you appeared right there

Placed your hands on my face and jus brushed away the tears

Watched it all fade away you just chased away my fears

Showed me for always for all days that your're always here

You told me no matter what my love will never disappear

And there's more then enough you

Demonstrated that you cared

Ya shed the blood of your son, you didn't ever spare

Gave Him up for me, even though it wasn't fair

Ya hung up on a tree where everybody could stare

He died so violently naked and jus bloody there

It was all jus for me nothing even could jus compare

I think back in the day that I used to jus declare that..

Oh I miss you so much, Mommy please don't go