Choke

Laying down my head

Yet sleep is not an option

With the weights that you've laid upon my chest

Wishing I could run

But you'd catch up anyway

And I'm gonna end up losing

No peace

No rest

Just stay Away

You're giving me the pills that I choke on

Look at the mess that you've made of me

I hope it all comes back and one day you will choke on this

Going back and forth in my general well being

Not sure what is right or should cause alarm

I can't figure out how it was to be normal

and I really wish you would stop counseling me

This isn't normal, right?

The conflict I keep inside

There's not much left of me

But only I can set me free

Not sure how I got here or how long it has been

But I'm starting to grow tired of these sterile walls

And there you sit at the foot of my bed

And no amount of treatment can make you disappear