Need To

I, I am confused, fighting myself

Wanting to give in, needing your help

Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch

Outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fine (fucked)

Can you see it in me?

Skin cold from touch

Each day confronted with what I have done

You pull me closer, I push you away

You tell me it's okay, I can't help but fell the pain

I hate you!

Why are you taken?

I love you!

I feel so helpless

Why is it you?

Ripping my insides each time I lay with you

Why do I try?

Why do I really need to?

Why!! Why!! Why!! Why!!

Fuck you, bitch!

Need to [3x]. . . fuck [4x]. . .

Slut

I hate you!

Why are you taken?

I love you!

I feel so helpless

Why is it you?

Ripping my insides each time I lay with you

Why do I try?

Why do I fucking need to?

Fuck . . . fuck . . . fuck . . . fuck . . . fuck . . . fuck . . . fuck . . .

Slut