Against My Evil

darkness killing the light now

no perception of life

chest tight cant breathe cant move

living in this personal fight

control let it go get thought

is it real is it fake do i die ?

get advice take pills sit still

living proof its all bullshit lie...

looking back i wonder how

i went this far into my head

forcing me to feel this now

wonder if im better off dead

chemical propaganda

making money off our strain

find the answers within

alone by myself and with out ...pain

fall...

against my self ...theres something else

i fall away ...

years have gone by

friends have passed away

but we remain

here for the pain

locked inside of me

i am never free