Fake Smile

why should i believe

in you who did it wrong

i have my own life

don't need advice, because i am strong

take your f**king sitcoms away

they are annoying

and they are lying

you tell me to smile

but your smile cuts my heart

i dry my tears meanwhile

by tearing your world apart

where is my g**damn place

in this f**king world you offer me

i am strong enough

i don't need you, because i am free

take your f**king sitcoms away

they are annoying

and they are lying

you tell me to smile

but smiling hurts so much

lost the wish to die

by losing touch

to your world

to your ideals

you better not try

to change me

don't push me 'cause i'm close to the edge

i'm trying not to lose my head

listen up

i'm not your toy

i'm not your tool to complete your wasted life

as long as there is a wall to break

i'll be walking my road

you see, i hold a hammer in my hand

so i can smile when i die

i will smile when i die