Barrel Of The Past

Sorry my dear friend

Sorry my dear past

For everything I did

because I tried to lie

Uncertainty made me some kind of

a fearless caricature picture

with the same old face

You glare at me through my eyes

Every anger has a former one

Every legend beats one older

Everything has been before you

Everything and all except that one wall

Use your wall it pushes you on

I need to say I love you

I need to scare you too

I need to figure out where is my heart of gold

Somewhere is a place

where you can hide your failures

It's a place

Where you've learnt how to swim

Please look into my eyes

I have my place in this world

Do I learn it this time

I'm face to face with fulfilled dreams

and trigger in front of my eyes

Bullet in a barrel

with my name on

I haven't found the whole revelation

but I've seen flashes