Lyrics Lennon Stella

Lennon Stella

Older Than I Am

My heart's seen things I wish it didn't

Somewhere I lost some of my innocence

And I miss it

I miss it

Stay up all night thinking it's twisted

My life's been survival of the fittest

But I did it

I did it

I do all my own healing

Manage all of my feelings

I don't ask for help, no

'Cause I don't need it

'Cause I don't need it

Sometimes I wish I could do something stupid

Be kinda reckless while I can

Say I don't give a damn

But I'm older than I am

I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it

Just say to hell with all my plans

'Cause I don't give a damn

But I'm older than I am

Why am I always the one making decisions?

How do I handle the pressure?

I do my best to fake it

But honestly I hate it

I do all my own fighting

I'm who I'ma confide in

Maybe I need help, no

I won't deny it

I won't deny it

Sometimes I wish I could do something stupid

Be kinda reckless while I can

Say I don't give a damn

But I'm older than I am

I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it

Just say to hell with all my plans

'Cause I don't give a damn

But I'm older than I am

Older than I, older than I, older than I

I'm older and I don't give a damn

I'm older than I am