At the Bottom

Flickering fire

A thirsty flame

Burning whispers

Repeating my name

A dying reminder

Igniting my worst

Leading me down

To an explosive burst

Like a candle out of time

When the wick is burning out

Leaving tension to a final hope

I have been here before, and I have grown

With the thoughts I can free when I'm alone

When I'm

At the bottom, right at the bottom

Where I grasp for a handle

At the bottom

Where I shine as bright as I can

I wanna let it out

I'm gonna let it out

Seeking conclusion

Unstable spark

Ready to leave

This welcoming dark

Taming the chaos

Inverted pain

Forging a key to unlock my chain

Freeing myself from the destructive reign

Back to where I once became

Stranded in the uncharted

Will I ever be the same?

Like the departed

I have started

To find my inner strength again