I Lose Hope

At my peak

I turn weak

I end up losing hope

In my grief

A relief

I end up losing hope

At the dawn where I began

With a goal and a simple plan

Started walking towards this day

Seeking refuge for my soul

In this empire I control

Full of confidence I've made my way

On my path, a desire died

Getting bent and set aside

By the bitter fight to survive

Looking back on my every sin

Thinking of what could have been

I carry onward, feeling alive

Made it to where I am today

This is where I wanna stay

Still, I feel like, feel like I fade away

Feeling like it all falls down

Out of sync

In my mind

What I find

As I search every code

I lose hope

On my own

I atone

For the plan I once wrote

I lose hope

In my mind

What I find

As I search every code

I lose hope

On my own

I atone

For the plan I once wrote

I lose hope

Undermining the state I'm in

Losing hope when I'm bound to win

Taking cover to hide from shame

Getting lost with my disguise

Unable to open my eyes

Surrender a winning game

Fly away

Turn around

Stay

In my mind

What I find

As I search every code

I lose hope

On my own

I atone

For the plan I once wrote

I lose hope

In my mind

What I find

As I search every code

(I'm losing hope) I lose hope

On my own

I atone

For the plan I once wrote

(I'm losing hope) I lose hope

At my peak

I turn weak

I end up losing hope