Dear Me

Dear me, I confess. Most days I'm a mess

I still act like I'm with it

But I'm all out of one more shots to give

They don't know about me or what's inside my head

But in the end, it's me alone

Staring at my phone

How did it get so bad?

And does it sound crazy that I'd ask?

I really wanna know when it took its toll

Dear me, I'm not content

All these years and my nerves are spent

And I've tried to be patient

But why does it seem like I'll never make it?

Maybe I resent all the time in life I spent

Staring at this phone, feeling so alone

How did it get so bad?

And does it sound crazy that I'd ask

I really wanna know when it took its toll

How did it get so bad?

I know it sounds crazy that I'd ask

I really hope you know what's good for your soul

Maybe we'll go on to be "good for now"

It's better than being nowhere nowhere at all

Dear me, I'll be fine

It's hard to leave what you love behind

Sometimes you know it's time to go

How did it get so bad?

And does it sound crazy that I'd ask

I really wanna know when it took its toll

How did it get so bad?

I know it sounds crazy that I'd ask

I really hope you know what's good for your soul

Good for your soul