Elusive

I'm waiting for my life to fall asleep

Forbidden paths I walk

Betray the light

Enfold it in the night

Winds and waters invade me

This day is done, I escape tonight

Why do I fear this icy silence?

I fail to know myself

Enfold me in the night

May winds close my eyes

For wasted are my dreams

All is so elusive now

Blessed by the grey colours of abandon

Darkest shadows reach my cries

Betray the light that guides

A soul feels released

From the pain that dwelled

Blessed by the grey colours of abandonment

I give in...I surrender

Clear now my path

All is done all is lost

May the winds close my eyes

I surrender to the night

May the winds cloak my life

Blurred shapes are leading the way

They are yelling so deep within myself

Why did all turn lifeless

All is so elusive now...