A Weak Ago

Can't you tell that I'm anxious?

Don't you know that I didn't want this at all?

Can't you see that it makes me sick

When I act overconfident about nothing?

I'm not feeling the way

No, I'm not feeling the way that you want me to

I'm just peeling away

That thick, big skin you want me to put on display

I'm the same as I was a week ago

But everyone's saying I'm not at all

I'm the same and it's become unusual

And everyone says that I got it all

You know that I'm thankful

Even though I feel stuck

Just remember I envy you

Because you don't have to fake anybody out

I'm not feeling the way

No, I'm not feeling the way they expect me to

I'm not falling away

See, I'm just pulling the same shit on a different day

I'm the same as I was a week ago

But everyone's saying I'm not at all

I'm the same and it's become unusual

And everyone says that I got it all

It's the same as it was a week ago

But everyone's saying that it's not at all

The same and it's so fucking difficult

How nobody's there until you've got it all

I'm the same as I was a week ago

But everyone's saying that I'm...oh, fuck

I'm the same as I was a week ago

But everyone's saying that I'm not at all

The same and it's become unusual

And everyone says that I got it all

It's the same as it was a week ago

But everyone's saying that it's not at all

The same and it's so fucking difficult

How nobody's there until you've got it all