Behind Unseen Walls

How far have I driven myself from that security I once tasted?

I thought I was so much closer to grasping certainty

Waiting for what I've seen to be taken away from me

Inside I hide alone and undefined

A fear breeds as I'm not received leaving a lack of trust

While wanting and wishing for a hand of purity to hold

As you are always pushing me you are always pushing me

We're just wasted prayers without holding onto your embrace

and realizing life is worth living

Accepting acceptance

Time after time these wounds stand to breathe again

Help me to stand higher

With hope for tomorrow and confidence to live for today