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This cancer is killing me

As much as it's killing you

If it takes you away from me

I don't know what I would do

Just try for some peace of mind

But it's so hard to find

It's so hard to just sit and wait

And wait some more

Staring at the door

Skim through the magazines

Pretend like everything's gonna be alright

Although you know it won't be

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It's hard to be the one who's strong

Who's always got a shoulder to cry on

Who's got a shoulder for me?

When I'm about to breakdown

You're never around

But maybe it's better that way

You've got enough to worry about

You've got your hands full don't you

Don't you see?

This cancer is killing me

Like it's killing you

Mentally

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And all I really want to know is if she's going to be alright

'cause she's benn in there a long, long time

And I've been out here losing my mind

You're scared

You're frightened

You're so afraid of what he may say

But you try and be brave

For me sitting impatiently

In the lobby of emergency

You burst on through that door with this look on your face

I've never seen before

You explode into endless tears

Whisper in my ear

Baby

Baby

I've only got one more year

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