Mellowed

Tunnel vision is slowly setting in

Blocking out what should be letting in, letting in

11 years of seeing through alcoholic eyes

Nothing here at all but lows disguised as highs

Days, I don't remember now, fitting in and blacking out

Falling up and spiraling down and down and then

It's down again and up again

I've mellowed but it's taken so much time

Never needed to think that I was thin

Anyway, would I wish it on you now? I'm so fucked up

Lay down pacified and completely compromised

Nothing left inside but memories of lies

Days, I don't remember now of fitting in and falling out

Falling up and spiraling down and down and then

It's down again but up again

I'm sorry but it doesn't matter now

11 years of seeing through alcoholic eyes

Nothing here at all but lows disguised as highs

Days, I don't remember now, fitting in and blacking out

Falling up and spiraling down and down and then

It's down again but up again

I've mellowed but it's taken so much time

So much time, so much time, so much time

So much time, so much time, so much time

So much time, so much time