Shallow Pulse

If you saw the darkness before death

Life fading before it's last breath

Then you would know

If you saw life without hope, death without reason

Then you would know

Then you would know

The meaning of fear

Watching them live is killing me

Living on my time

Self sacrifice

Worth the loss of life

I would she'd infinite rivers of blood to paint a portrait of disgust with

Yours

Reveal your true colors, murder you and take back hope stolen from me

To see your reflection, but only as skin deep

To feel the shallow pulse of omnipotent sadness

My ritual silent

My ritual alone

Alone

Curtains I am closing

Infinity drowned

Darkness my crown

Never to resist

This is my sacrifice

I close my eyes

I'll make my fucking deathwish be real!