When I'm Not with You

I lie to you to get away

Hide from myself to cure the pain

I stamp my feet

I cry out loud I keep you back

I force you out

When I'm not with you

I don't know your name

When I'm not with you

I'm a blank slate

I dig up flowers outside your house

I take your car

I ride around

I wonder if I ever loved you at all

When I'm not with you

I don't know your name

When I'm not with you

I'm a blank slate

When I'm not with you

The sun is too bright for my eyes

I am too fragile for your touch

I am damaged baby, I can't let you in

I am damaged baby, I can't let you in

When I'm not with you

I don't know your name

When I'm not with you

I'm a blank slate