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There’s this black knot inside of me

It can’t be cried away

It will stay forever part of me

I accepted it one day

It can’t be beaten out

I’m not its master, not it’s friend

Sometimes i think that it has gone

Later when i’m on my own - i don’t

Don’t you try to ease my pain

I need to brood, i need to cry

Let me rest, let me be

Let me suffer passionately

I’m on a psychologic slide

I’m on a melancholic ride

Walking on a flimsy rope

I need „nothing“ to fall

With these forces i can’t cope

I’m interior and small

At their first opportunity they attack me from the back

Again i turn off the phone

Feel a sudden sense of calm

Don’t you try to ease my pain

I need to brood, i need to cry

Let me rest, let me be

Let me suffer passionately

I’m on a psychologic slide

I’m on a melancholic ride

Leave me now, and i will rise

When the darkness turns to light

I’ll tackle my day, climb the mountain

Stay awhile, enjoy the sight

Until i slide again