Broken Record

I'm buying watches that I don't need

Paintings that I don't need

Underrated aggravated angel but I won't bleed

I live beyond my means, my whole story

But a few years of pain's worth a lifetime of glory

I make lots of money but still stand still

Burden on my shoulders that is heavy as an anvil

Twenty years ago I used to tag mace on Granville

Now I'm spending twenty-thousand dollars on a damn grill

Just to cover all my fucked up teeth up

Many personalities, too much for me to keep up

Devil keeps knocking at my door I'm like "Jesus!"

Please tell this motherfucker just to leave us

Always got a bag of drugs and bad bitches too

Walk around alone at night like I am in a vicious crew

I only want drugs when I ain't got shit to do

And right now, shit, I ain't got shit to do

I know I sound like a broken record

My mind spin like a broken record

This beat sound like a broken record

Overprotective with my cats that are so connected

They look at me like I am perfectly sober

But this responsibility is working me over

Continue with this path, at most times it's working

Please stop judging me 'cause I'm not perfect

Silver tongue devil, demigod and a serpent

Hard to stay normal when your mind's like a circus

I'll just keep doing my best with this passion

Sometimes there's too much pain that needs masking

Addicts are addicts, there's no way around it

For years I found happiness, thank God I found it

I'm still a beast and a fire breathing dragon

Bumps on the road, just jump back on the wagon

Everyone slips up once, it just happens

Back to the gym while I stack bread from rapping

And this don't mean that I'm not staying on the right track

Just don't think that we are ever free from this trap

I know I sound like a broken record

My mind spin like a broken record

This beat sound like a broken record

Overprotective with my cats that are so connected

From the Bax War clique, that's a whole collected

Was a time in life when I was so connected

But when I walked away I felt more protective

This beat sound like a broken record