Demons

I'ma air some shit out

Anybody give a fuck?

This, this is what happened

Yo

I can't help it that my brain broke

Silver Surfer spitting liquid mercury, I chain smoke

Back to making moves , rap until I make my veins pop

'Cause you ain't running shit if you're standing in the same spot

Where's the Super Beast? They're getting tired of asking

So I'm out here killing verses like you just hired and assassin

When I was young I did a lot of psychedelic drugs

You're saying that it has to end one day, I'm like "the hell it does!"

All I got to do is keep my fucking head straight

And drop all of the dead weight and keep creating segways

And pay attention to these awesome opportunities

Get a handle on my shit and stop with all the awkward lunacy (yup)

So basically that means that there's no more room for errors

"Cause when I let myself down, that leaves my fans embarrassed (word up)

My ride or die's my friends, my family and my parents

So now I'm back and fully focused, no more interference

Basically that means stop doing pills

Basically that means stop blowing bills

Basically that means stop doing rails

And stop doing shit where I could get thrown in jail

Way past "time for me to fucking grow up"

It's only my fault that I ain't fully blow up

Basically it's time to stop doing pills

And stop doing stupid shit

It's time for me to chill

There's a reason I'm not playing all the festivals

I was popping xanax sitting 'round like I'm a vegetable

Mixing shit with alcohol and you get really lit (turn up!)

All I did was watch a lot of movies smoking cigarettes

But now I've gotten sick of it

Already been down that path

Woken up like "shit man, time has gone by that fast?"

And God's like "Yo, how many chances you 'gon need bruh?"

So I'm just going to sit and write until my knuckles bleed, bruh

Deviated from the planet, inebriated Libra

Start respecting money, nothing out there going to be free, bruh

Circle my apartment in regret, I slowly linger (fuck!)

'Cause I've let fucking millions just fly through my fingers

How many times I got to stick my hands in the fire

To realize I get burned, quickly make a left turn? (shit!)

Time to focus, change the course of my direction

Not dwelling on the past, but I am definitely reflecting

Basically that means stop doing pills

Basically that means stop blowing bills

Basically that means stop doing rails

And stop doing shit where I could get thrown in jail

Way past "time for me to fucking grow up"

It's only my fault that I ain't fully blow up

Basically it's time to stop doing pills

And stop doing stupid shit

It's time for me to chill

Was sober 28 months and fell off the wagon

And when I got back on it, I left one foot dragging

And basically, I've been struggling with it ever since

So many times I've tried to clean my act up but I've never rinsed

Mangling my life up, pretending I can handle it

When I was off the drugs, then I had a problem gambling

People call me out like I didn't give a fuck about it

Not that I was lying, I just didn't want to talk about it

I know that Dope Sick helped a lot of people out

Now that I had fallen, didn't want to make them feel in doubt

Now let me make this clear, I never went back to the dope

But there was definitely times where I was fucking with that coke

But I ain't touch that shit in over two years

But started taking xanies, having more than just a few beers

(Who cares?) I do

I'm trying to get my life back, the right track

'Cause demons never really leave, All you can do is fight back