Jitters

On the nightstand a half micky, crown royal

And like fifty fuckin roaches wrapped in tin foil

Empty Nyquil, Tylenol, 5 pills

Cigarettes and some honey oil

Half an ounce in the hash pipe

And no idea what the fuck I did last night

But I don’t care cause I am no longer empathetic

To who I hurt including me myself and I forget it

I’m on a path towards destruction and I’m almost there

You coulda saved me last year when I almost cared

But fuck it, I’m gone, the wall around my heart’s strong

Ticker box, Fort Knox, I’m on lock

I’m sorry mamma, your only son’s a disappointment

I sold myself for gold watches

In the kitchen, joing in, laughin in the devils face

Spittin at Lucifer, crucifixing my demons

I’m shootin higher than Jupiter “wow”

Keep On Living, God's Forgiving

No More Sorrow, Today is Tomorrow

They don’t understand my name

They all think that I’m insane

They all know I had it all but then I flushed it down the drain

Things are moving way too slow

I have got too far to go

Stick a gun inside my mouth and blow my brains to particles

Used to have a heart of gold

Flow it is still arctic cold, but now my plaques are rusty and I’m reading dusty articles

Thoughts that rip my skull apart

I am selling sullen art

Smart but hollow, hard to swallow, everything is dull and dark

Listen you can understand my actions are irrational

Sudden screams of shattered dreams of being international

Problems with my past, I got problems with my cash flow

By now I should be humble, but I’m still a fucking asshole

Its mister mister mystifying, kicking rhymes, while fists are flying, gifted like its Christmas time

I’m an artist with a business mind

Harder than a prisoner’s mind

Death defying visitors bloody wrists are drying

Keep On Living, Lives Forgiving

No More Sorrow, Today is Tomorrow