Not in Control

I got a dangerous mind

We live in dangerous times

Looking at all of the rappers, that probably won't find a life that is stranger as mine

They're telling I should write a book, well I guess that's what I am starting to do

I worked hard, I played hard, the whole time I partied too

At my age most people they start slowing down, but that's not an option

Still feel young there's a whole life I gotta rebuild not a lot of options

Move to America he's a character name is Madchild he's a rapper

Made my decision, I'm going in because I can't decide what to do after

I'm Willie Nelson I'm Johnny Cash I'm doing this shit till I'm dead

I'm reinventing and reinvesting till I become what is in my head

Don't got a choice, I got a voice and the audience is still young

I guess they all relate to me because I did pills till I feel numb

I know my music it helped people that helped me stay on the right path

For addicts there's demons inside us, they'll never leave, we just fight back

OMG that's the right path

This family, it is brand new

And if I can come out the other side, then I guarantee that you Can too!

Doing drugs every day, you are not in control

Deceiving and rolling with demons aye, leaving you out in the cold

Making you come up from hurting your victims that will start rotting your soul

I think you got it together, I guarantee you will spin out of control

Doing drugs every day, you are not in control

Deceiving and rolling with demons aye, leaving you out in the cold

Making you come up from hurting your victims that will start rotting your soul

I think you got it together, I guarantee you will spin out of control

My good friends were the most evil and loving people you've ever seen

And I loved them with my whole heart, but they did things that were obscene

All of them murderer is rolling in trunks and convertibles

Probably no one that heard of us

BM's and SUVs they were bulletproof from the top boys

Head on a swivel, the eyes on the back of my head for the ops and the cops boy

Never went out, less than 30 of us with the dirtiest sluts didn't matter to me

Playing Russian roulette with my cock in a bottle of Jack in my socks, it was something to see

So many shootings and home invasions and mass murders from ill planning

So many Bros dead or locked away, I can't believe that I'm still standing

I had shooters, I had headers that knocked it out of the ballpark

A gangsters that quit in their 40s are broke can't even go work at Walmart

What are they supposed to do they only got one skill set

Their application reads two bids and thankful that they ain't killed yet

Doing drugs every day, you are not in control

Deceiving and rolling with demons aye, leaving you out in the cold

Making you come up from hurting your victims that will start rotting your soul

I think you got it together, I guarantee you will spin out of control

Doing drugs every day, you are not in control

Deceiving and rolling with demons aye, leaving you out in the cold

Making you come up from hurting your victims that will start rotting your soul

I think you got it together, I guarantee you will spin out of control